Over the last ten months, I fought and still fighting the greatest battle of my life; the struggle between who I am and who I want to be. I am the war, the conqueror and the devoured, I am the casualty and the hero, the captain and the foot soldier, I win, and I lose. Have I aimed too high in life that it is impossible to achieve — to be the man I want to be, is being the main character in one’s life a daunting task. have I dreamt more than I should? Are my dreams and goals s

Love, what a strange concept! What a feeling! What a drug! Oh, love, how much are you worth? Who guards your gates? How thick are your walls? How high are your walls? What dwells within your court? I have traveled far and wide, my journey long, arduous, and tiring. I have sold all I had for this odyssey, conquered highway robbers, journeyed through the thickest. forests, and swum through the boundless depths of the oceans. Oh, love, I am fatigued. Please open up your gates. M